I work from home as many people do. When I get up in the morning, I often get confused either to take a bath, a walk, watch tv — or do my work.
And when I open my PC, still there are so many things: backing up files, mainly databases, managing usernames and passwords, reading emails, and there is always a chance to get lost in social media, facebook, twitter and other things.
After an hour or two, I find that I’ve messed up everything. But this must not go everyday…..
So I need to use a willpower?
Kind of motivation, inspiration that I need to do only prioritise work: what is important, first; second important, second; third important, third; and so on.
But in my case, will power often fails — it makes me inflexible, arrogant, dry of ideas and playfulness. And I find myself just doing nothing, it's just willpower and determination that break my back.
I can’t work, like, first hour for breakfast, two hours for writing an article, three hours for learning a programming language. It is too much for me. Like this I find myself like a machine, which my spirit can’t tolerate. I think I might develop cancer or some other disease if I worked that way.
I need an infinite amount of time even doing a smallest thing which takes just two minutes. When I dedicate all my time and all my life to that smallest thing — I just enjoy that; and results often come that satisfy my soul.
I can work better when my mind is free; without any commitment, showing off, responsibility, and nobody to interfere. It’s just like resting in myself, in a seed form, and sprouting from there in fresh ideas and insights.
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